emo shit
Saturday, March 21, 2009
right... long time never blog already cause partly got nth much to say... so since now i feel like saying smth, i might as well say it here... i'm damn emo today... damn freaking emo... thought i was ok, but actually i'm not.
1. mood in the hospital is really depressing... makes u wonder what the hell life is about... was there when a 15 yr old girl died on thurs... god bless her soul... it was really emotional at the icu. her family members were all crying and crying and crying... Life is so fragile but everyone tends to forget how easily it can just slip away...
2. it pains me to see her lying there everytime i visit her... she just lies there, with tubes connected to her body and hooked up to machines... seeing her that day gasp for breath just after we thought that the worst was over..
3. the pain and worry that all my relatives have on their face when they saw her... and the tears when she was at her worst... its really hard to watch..
but then again thats just the emo part... starting to feel real irritated as well... gosh... y? cause
no1: its raining
no2: some ppl are just selfish
no3: thinking about the stupid small things that ppl cann argue and be insensitive about just really pisses me off.
damn shit... getting all worked up again... sigh...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:50 PM
