the kite's joy...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
time sure flies... its already the end of may. My jap lessons have already ended and i'm back to living life day after day finding trouble passing the time. even come the weekend, its getting harder and harder each time to find people to go out with. maybe its because i've been watching too much drama at home. with all their talk on people that are important and close to you etc etc, i've been thinking so much that my head's hurting. and that sudden feeling of loneliness becomes very strong again... but yet, its not really much about 'having nth to do'. thats the easy part. but more of like where's my place in life.
maybe its just cause i'm abit emo these few days. haha. but long holidays always make me lose sight of where my life is heading. life is short. i don't want to waste it away. yet, i'm finding it harder and harder to lead it meaningfully at the moment... i'm so free, yet i feel so lost. i wish that i could feel the kite's joy: "its because it knows that there is someone at the end of the line to tug it close, thats why the kite has the courage to fly."
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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